What If's

            Have you ever been into an uncertain situation with someone wherein you want to burst out all the love you have for her but there is something within you that interdicts? This question denotes my condition towards love. I have passed over different attributes of people and all of them are enchanting to be with but then I already have someone to proffer my love with.

            For my special someone, I want you to know that I’m glad I have found you and it’s not my eyes but my heart that choose you. It’s hard to be in this situation and I’m fool to stay in this passion but when you try to understand, there is something inside that I can’t hide; it’s the happiness I feel whenever you’re around. I wasn’t planning on loving you but I’m happy that I did. I’m may not be perfect, I annoy you and say stupid things to you but one thing is for sure... I’ll always love you for all that you are, all that you’ve been and all you’re yet to be. Its a firm and stiff condition since I can’t demand neither expect anything from you because we doesn’t have any commitment at all. I’m afraid to ask, clarify or elucidate everything as I may erroneously comprehend it and realized that “there was never an us” quoted from a movie I had watched before.

In spite of it, I want to thank you for all the joys and happiness, for all the care, love and courage… Simply, I want to thank you for everything that you gave me to keep me inspired in my everyday life. Although there’s no strings attached between us, I would still be true to you. I would treat you the way you should be treated; just like a princess. I would take good care of you and your heart, spare time with you, keep you happy all the time, surprise you, love you and appreciate you.

I believe in the saying “regrets are felt when it’s too late.” It may be a risky decision to stay with you, but I would risk it all for you. As I don’t want to regret everything when the time comes, I would risk myself to show you you’re everything and you’re precious to me even though it will cause me great pain and heartache eventually.

No matter what happen between the two of us in the end, just in case we end up losing each other and everything… I would definitely profess that I’ve been true, not just to myself but with you -- no doubts and what if’s.

--Chris Limena